Saturday, October 6, 2007
quick note....
This week hasn't faired too well with me. I haven't been handling leaving JB too good. I'm ill, and all I want to do is cry and sleep. I feel so lost without him. To be honest, no, I haven't handle these past 3 months well all. I have tried to keep it well hidden but no the tears just flow. I am going to a barrel race today so maybe that will perk me up. Also, the kids are throwing me a 40(WAAAAA.....) birthday party tonight.
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Well, it seems to me that you have a lot on your plate right now and maybe it is alright to let those tears flow and feel the way you do. Good luck at the barrel race and becoming 40 is a crisis all in its self. You take care and let your family know how you feel so they will cradle you in loving arms. MB
Hi Laura...you go ahead and have a cry..and then talk..talk it out with your family..there is alot of healing in "talk therapy" and the loving arms of your family. Do not try to carry those feelings around by yourself, or to keep them bottled up. Your family is there to help you through any and all rough patches you go through. ..and if you need to email me once in a while..I can certainly listen..may not have any advice..but you know I'm a friend..and knowing that you have a friend in your corner praying for you too sometimes helps..even if they can't be there to give you a hug in person they can send you one through the internet.:0)
I've had an extremely rough weekend here..but luckily I had some family members come to help me/us deal with things and everything will be just fine...same goes for you...just remember to talk it out and let folks know that you have been down..sometimes loved ones don't realize what is hurting the ones they love..so please do share it with your husband at least..and if you need medical help please do not think that it is a bad reflection on you..sometimes God gives us dr's and medicine for things like depression when we can't pick ourselves up at times..and it is not a sign of weakness to say "hey..I could use a little help here". I am sending you the biggest hug that cyber space can handle. Take care of yourself Laura..and know that you are loved and you are a special friend.
God bless you.
Happy Birthday to you too.Eat some cake! and hey..chocolate is good for what ails ya too..sometimes.:0) love ya girl.
You do have a lot to content with right now. Though I am new to your site, my heart goes out to you. Remember, crying is not a bad thing. It helps us heal.
Happy Birthday. Being 40 is a good thing. There's so much more to appreciate in life after you're 40.
Mary
Dear Laura,
I am sorry I missed your birthday. I hope it was a happy one, although you miss JB so much. Hope the party was really fun for you and you feel much better.
God bless!
Renie
Happy Birthday!! May all your wishes come true!
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